Happy fuckin' Valentine's, people.

Here's a song from me to you. <_<

http://www.mediafire.com/?juzixfw3dl2

Enjoy.

Stuff happens. I observe more human behavior, I learn more about them. And not like its all-godly either; I get affected myself, one way or another, inside.

Epiphanies, realizations, of certain things in life that can or can't be helped. That can or can't be done. Why certain things happen, and why they can't. And of course, the obvious;

Life is fuckin' unfair.

Before I end this short post though.

Don't underestimate OR overestimate each other's places in a relationship. Takes two hands to clap afterall.

I'm done.

The word flame would be too strong for that mild reply, really.

Otherwise, I don't really care who you are, or how you are. You speak as if I've never been in desperation over a girl. I claim? Not really. The word deduction would be more accurate. One SMS? False. I read more than that. Oh wait, you contradicted yourself there.

Judgement? False. I'm not worthy of such things. An opinion of you would be a much more accurate term.

Save your pity for yourself. I've fallen into that rut once, it cut deeply, and so far, I've learnt a pretty good lesson. I'm not as "completely selfless" as you are. I'm a self-righteous bastard who really, could rip off any affection for the girl I "love" if I feel the need arising to. Would hurt later, possibly. But I still have my dignity and pide to hold on to.

Shaft, out.

For the one who's concerned

For that certain person who might want to know who "Shaft" is after she SMS'd you that she was meeting me; Welcome to my little blog here.

I would really love to clarify that me and her are nothing but close friends, more of a sworn sister than anything else. I've known her for 3 years now. If there was anything that could happen, or would happen, it would've happened in those 3 years back then. I'll swear that on my pride.

Also, you should consider yourself a lucky bastard for her saying yes to you even though she's known you for less than half a year, really.

Now, she's said yes, and has given in to your demands and petty "rules". Subjected herself to your expectations of "rules of a relationship". Please, thats not even fuckin 'natural. I'm not gonna mention names or groups here. You know who you are and what the afforementioned rules are.

You practically switched from an angry man, to throwing a hissy fit, before you started begging. Make up your mind. If you want to change, do so. Being posessive like that does nothing healthy for your relationship. Why am I poking my nose through this? Its because I would really, really hate to see her feeling sad, irritated or threatened.

She is beautiful for who she is; Straightforward, self-centered and blur, sub-consciously mature, but unwillingly so. Not when you twist her to your whims, while you claim to change, despite being petty and posessive even when you claim to give her "Freedom".

Grow up man. I'm sure you're way overdue to read the paragraphs above written by some 18-year old guy whom you don't even know.

Shaft out.