Wednesday, November 05, 2008

For 2 blog posts, skip this post.

Otherwise, quiz I wanna do.

Currents
Current mood: Malevolent. Belevolent. Contradictory. Contemplative. I don't know.
Current taste: Mom's Curry Chicken.
Current clothes: Pants.
Current desktop: Sakura Izayoi, Hong Meiling, Patchouli Knowledge, and the Scarlet Sisters.
Current toenail Color: Neutral.
Current time: 1.03 AM
Current thoughts: ... I need to sleep.

Firsts
First best friend: Zulfadli Zameer. Friends in our respective mothers' tummies, friends when we got out and breathed the air, and friends 'till the end of Primary School.
First crush: Shafika from Kindergarten, I think.
First movie: In the theaters? Tarzan Malay Dubbing. >_>
First alcohol: This year.
First cigarette: This month.
First time clubbed: Never. Don't think I will.
First partner: None.
First kiss: None.
First lay: None.

Lasts
Last cigarette: Last Saturday.
Last alcohol: June?
Last car ride: Last Thursday, with Mr Herman.
Last crush: Go figure.
Last movie: VCD-wise, The Three Kingdoms: Ressurection of the Dragon. Theater-wise, Kung-Fu Panda.
Last time clubbed: Never.
Last partner: None.
Last phone call: Irsyad.
Last CD played: Too long ago.
Last song played: Some UI-70 Remix.
Last person kissed: Never.
Last lay: Never.
Last place gone to: ITE West (Clementi)

Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Yeah, I have.
Have you ever broken the law: A few times.
Have you ever been arrested: Nope.
Have you ever been on TV: Kind of.
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Nope.
Have you ever had sex with someone you don't know: Funny.
Have you ever did drugs: Hell no.
Have you ever masturbated: Any man who says no, is obviously lying.

Places
Places you can be always seen at: Home, School.
Places you like to go: Beach, anywhere with fresh air, a nice lake, a pier...
Places you'd like to visit: Japan, Europe, I dunno. I prefer staying local.

Things
Things you like to eat: Anything edible. But Mee Rebus is in my mind for now.
Things you like to do: Slack, Chat, Discuss/debate, play computer games, sleep.
Things you do when you get bored: Whine.

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I don't feel like tagging. Just not who I am.

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

A set of Random Scribbles I wrote in my notebook on the 28th of October and today.

28th of October

It might be important to make sure your message gets across. Things might turn out to be more or less than they are supposed to. Give and take. Imperfections are the key to being unique, not bind by the social standards of mankind's communities.

Having nothing to do might be boring, but always take the opportunity to rest, recuperate and reflect on what has happened in your life. I guess that's how you "treasure every moment" in life, in a way. If all else fails, resort to the way you were before your hormones started raging and the strong attractive feelings for the opposite gender started appearing.

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For Today.

Sorry seems to be the most used excuse ever known to man, admitting that he has done something and yet, is not able to doa nything to make up for it or reverse the consequences of the action that he has done. A single word that brings about different amounts of effectiveness, depending on how it has been used, the amount of times and the tone/situation its used at.

But the fact remains that such things can never be the same again. There is close to no such thing as complete forgiveness without some sort of doubt. There will always be that small fragment of trust that will be hard to regain. But in most cases, the opportunity to do so will never appear. In the end, regret might be the only thing left.

Prevention better than cure, eh?

Its time to face the facts; I'm most definitely NOT part of anyone's fantasies, I'm unattractive, I've got a weird BO, I'm weird and I'm probably temperamental.

Then again, whatever. <3
Love is to hate,
I believe its our fate.
Not to relate,
Nothing's too late.

There's limits to satisfaction,
Its time for emancipation.
Freedom is within our sights,
Lets step up, bring on the lights.

- Shaft