Split between entities in a single body.

The person you want to be.

The person you're born to be.

The person you're raised to be.

Consolidating them into a single consciousness, but no matter what you do, they end up splitting up into two halves. The conscious half, and the unconscious half. Both equally positive and negative, yet mixed up. Positives of different entities and negatives of different entities, all equally distributed among the two trains of thought running through my heart and soul. They exist like twin dormant volcanoes, creating a unique landscape of your characteristics and personality. Making you stand out from the rest. Sure, you're similar in many aspects, but different as well, due to the strange, yet equal mix between the positives and negatives of both consciousnesses.

And when both don't get along, watch them erupt like never before. Yet, your soul struggles to keep the eruption in check, holding it in, as your body reacts by being jaded, empty, apathetic to most.

But every single time they erupt, they grow even larger, previous layers of ash piled up after multitudes of eruptions.

Will they finally grow tall enough, that an eruption wouldn't be as violent as they used to?

Would they finally grow and shape themselves as a single volcano?

Time will tell.